I cry every night that no amount of caffeine or preworkout works on me, I don't get pumped or ANYTHING from it

[Emma :)]

I think my brain got hit and disconnected I one time drank 4 FOUR energy drinks to try to pump up for the gym
and guess what, I got sleepy and took a NAP
4 CNAs of fucking caffeine 800mgand nothing
I drink endless amounts of coffee and get nothing from it
I spam white monster for the taste I don't energy I get nothing
FUCKKKK