ITS OVER

[Pedrole]

I thought joining the gym is gonna be good but it isn't it's boring same like i thought of starting a yt channel it's also fukin boring my channel has 108 k subscribers still i fukin don't feel anything and I don't even wanna make videos anymore i thought earning money can finally be interesting or give me a sense of happiness it doesn't nothing feels good, I thought talking to girls would give me happiness it isn't i don't fukin like talking anymore and it's the same with Looksmaxxing I liked when I was Looksmaxxing but now it feels normal, even social circles and hangouts feel empty
I guess i only liked the journey never the destination but I started for destination idk what's the next thing I am gonna do , my next thing which I really fw is Sex I am gonna get laid