Pedrole
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I’m 14 and I don’t know why but I’m starting to think I might be insecure and depressed or maybe something else is wrong with me I mean I hate my face my height my hair my race my bones everything I don’t know how I’m loved by anyone or anything I feel as though I’m the type of bf who is like the ew your dating him type I’m chubby ash even though I’m lean so it’s not js baby fat or sum shit and before my face was way leaner so idk maybe it’s just over but I also believe my gf may be cheating there’s no proof at all it’s just how can she be loyal to someone liek me I’m genuinely almost sub human maybe mltn max it’s so fucking over the only time I feel happy is when I’m working out and I’m just so fucking useless and I js know I’ll be alone one day no family no wife no friends just alone because I’m a nd fucking retard who has no future plans and in 4 years I’ll be so fucking lost it’s like wtf do I do I genuinely want to end it sometimes but I can’t I’m too pussy also forgot to mention but I’m so fucking alone I use ChatGPT and .org to tell someone how I feel to js let it out ig and ik I js sound dumb ash especially with the structure of the text or whatevr
