Fapping has destroyed me

Toshnaire

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Yeah, I know, NoFap is cope and fapping is all incels have, but this shit has gotten out of hand. I had so much more energy, so much cleaner thinking when on NoFap, the urges to masturbate/watch porn were greatly reduced, more time on my hands. There are definately benefits to nofap even for incels.

It all went downhill on April. I relapsed on my 3 month streak and ever since, the longer I went without fapping was 10 days.

In summer, it got even worse. I'm practically masturbating everys single day. I can't fucking stop. And every time I look up porn I end up discovering new porn which creates new urges to relapse to.

To be more specific, during summer, I fapped a lot to stuff from r/NormalNudes were it's average girls posting nudes for validation and a few holywood actresses.

Currently, I'm hooked up to a pic of Madchen Amick who has to be the hottest thing I ever saw. The face, her tits, her body, her bush, it's so addicting.

But yeah, fapping is a vicous circle. The more you fap, the more porn you discover which leads to more fapping. I have fapped to over 100 new women in the past 5 months. Fapping drains my energy in expense of short term pleasure. I can't do anything else after jerking off.
 
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