Upstart: I'm lost

Pedrole

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I've taken your advices and messaged her yesterday we talked a lil bit
I begged a little bit she didn't budge, she's scared to be with anyone she's scared of relationships, she's sick in in the head -were all words she said-
I asked:" is this fear worth more than your love for me" she said yes
I told her it's okay
I told her she was my end plan I planned to make her mine officially
She said she too wanted such fate, wanted to have my kids wanted to be mine but she couldn't
She wanted her first kiss to be me
Tho reluctant at first I agreed
Today at break we found an empty classroom I hugged kissed her head
We made out I touched her tits
Oh how good it felt ,we kissed a lot
Unholy pleasure tbh she destroyed my life and gave me such pleasure that I'll never forget .
It was my first kiss too
Then we said our goodbyes
We met when we got out of school we walked home I begged some more she said no she can't be with me
I cried , I cried in front of a girl like a low t cuck
What a miserable mess I made of my life
So it's over
She texted me later saying "ok I'll stay"
But I think I won't let her
She saw me at my worst
What do y'all think cuz she'll most likely stay out of pity and I don't want that I want to be her equal
@Navity
@cryptt
 
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